it was not supposed to be

I press so hard
kissing you
is like nothing
i have ever felt
i could do it for hours
i could be yours

You press hard back
but there is something
missing
something i dont want
to feel
this cant be real

I grab the back of
your head
holding you tighter
closer to me
turning me head to the right
opening my mouth
i want this
do you?

You slip back
slowly
your slips shut
this is not right
why are you doing this
to me now
not now
please

“I can’t do this”
I fall back in my
seat
this is not the end
when
how
why?
My mind riddled
with questions

“goodbye”
no
please
it was not supposed
to be
like this

~ by ideclipse on July 6, 2009.